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i have been a slave to Goddess Mya Kulpa for about 11 years now. This is a story of my never-ending journey into deeper and deeper obsession and submission. Even as a child, i was intrigued by powerful women asserting dominance over men. i remember watching a movie as a teenager, in which a husband becomes obsessed with an online dominatrix, of whom he had only seen one picture.Instead of having the feelings the movie wanted the viewers to have, i thought, “wow, i wish i knew more about that domme.”
When i was a student, back in 2010, around the time i met my current wife, my taste for porn gradually faded in favor of jerk off instructions. And a year later, i stumbled upon my first video of Goddess Mya… It was of the “homewrecker” category. i had never seen such an exotic, gorgeous Woman before. The most erotic red lips… you know. In the video, She gave the instruction to repeatedly say “mmmmh, Mya” during sex, while thinking of Her. i rewatched that clip over and over, and found myself moaning “mmmh, Mya” every time my girlfriend an i had sex.
In between, i watched some more mesmerize/hypnosis videos. When i became aware of my growing obsession, i panicked, and deleted all of the videos. A decision i regret to this day, because i was never able to find that one video that “popped my Goddess Mya cherry” again. i managed to hold out for two years, before returning to Her clip store and buying another video. As a student, i did not have a lot of money, so i would buy a clip every other month – hoping to eventually find that first one again.
The Dominatrix and the Changeling
One day, i purchased Goddess Mya’s clip “Homewrecker Hypno – The Changeling”. That was my first intense hypnosis experience. It triggered changes in me that i still feel till this day. And sometimes i still watch it. Not long after, when my girlfriend was abroad, i played another hypnosis video on loop the entire night. i woke up to it with my cock twitching for Goddess Mya.
Up until then, i had only purchased clips that cost up to about $20. The first $50 video “Prolonging Longing”, put me through an intense roller coaster. i found myself not being able to stop stroking even after cumming. That was when i ordered my first credit card, just so i could sign up for Goddess Mya’s website, and sent my first confession e-mail to Her slave Sarah. i will never forget Goddess Mya’s response, and have kept it (as all Her messages) to this day.
She told me, “There is much more to come VERY soon. Specifically, for you and your actual needs to help you expand your mind and ‘twitch’ relentlessly in the most delicious of ways. Indulge and enjoy…” She couldn’t have been more right. Until that moment, my obsession had been a fantasy. But now She was real! It didn’t take long until i started buying Her gifts from Her Amazon wish list. i can’t imagine a better feeling than seeing Her unbox a gift and reading the note i wrote Her on a video She posted on Her member’s page.
The Student Becomes The Slave
As a student, my tributes were small. That changed when i left university and got my first job. For my job, i had to move to another town, and spend the larger half of the next 2 years in a long-distance relationship. And this is where i was really able to indulge and let Her take control.
Here are some key breaking points:
– A 3-part video series where Goddess Mya kept me awake edging for Her the ENTIRE night (on a work day).
– Following Her instructions to sending Her photos of me (including my face) with messages written on my chest
– Playing Her Asphyxiation Blackmail Game, which got me to send Her all my personal information, including where i worked, my boss’s contact details, …
– Sending Her tributes over $100 and buying a $200 video
– Waking up on the night before my wedding ceremony, and sneaking off to the Bathroom to watch one of Her clips
– And of course, O/our first webcam session
Back when watching that first video, i could never have imagined being so deep in Goddess Mya’s web. And yet there’s a constant urge to go deeper, and deeper, and deeper.
Thank You, Goddess Mya!
-myasmarc
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